There is no physical contact between us for years, and it does my self esteem no good, when I have to ask my own husband to... She gets mad and say I'm cheating don't this and that when I don't want to have sex. All them years days and time she rejected my played my face. I feel selfish for wanting to cuddle wanting to be kissed I just want to feel loved again I'm so lonely like most of the time I'm alone It's been 19 years, but it's been bad for so long, I don't even know what a healthy relationship is anymore.
I kept looking at my husband, wondering if I should ask for a hug. We hade fun togheter and we did everything together. Her sister didn't invited us to her wedding, and her family took the sister side. when your husband lives with chronic illness makes everything twice is hard, sleeping all the time in pain all the time.
that something wasn't quite right, your intuition tingling, trying to tell you something that you couldn't quite hear. Sometimes we do petting but I feel like I married a teenager.
Someday ur gonna miss all the times I asked for a kiss and u didn't give me one Someday ur gonna miss me asking for a foot massage after a 12 hour set up day and u didn't bother with me Someday ur gonna miss having me... He is a liar, addicted to **** who doesn't want to have sex with me.
Sex was important, but that was not the most important thing between us… Feeling loved by another man has helped me being more self-confident.